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careless and young
my dreams are for sale
'cause I fear this place
I am hard to bear
I am not the boy I used to be
I need as much space as driftwood in the sea
I am hard to bear
my restlessness beats
like the rain keeps
dropping onto the sand

there is no land in sight
no light far and wide

I know she's stronger than an undertow
sweeter than death on a stressful day
mrs. d please pass away
take me to a place where I can sleep
take me to a house on a green field
take me to the sea so I can swim

we should let go
or should we fight
should we let love
behind tonight

surrounded by the walls of fire
it's becoming hot I'm getting tired
this boat will sink like a stone quiet
and the waves are singing a Serenade


from careless and young, released September 4, 2017


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The Boy I Used To Be Vienna, Austria

The Boy I Used To Be is Philipp Timmelmayer’s most personal project until now. He writes expressive, dynamic, melancholic, multi-layered and elaborate music with an interesting build up. Philipp tells the audience about his search for happiness, as his thoughts drift on troubled sea asking the following question: „What happened to the boy I used to be?“ ... more

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